I’m honestly super depressed today. My ex boyfriend still sends me manipulative texts day and night. Sometimes, it really gets to me. I’ve still managed to not contact him though which is pretty major.

I’ve been really lonely lately. You get so used to having love and affection. I had it for 2 years and now I sleep alone. Don’t get me wrong, I’d rather be alone than be in that situation again, I just need to feel human touch. It’s not like you could just go up to someone and say, “Hey, you wanna cuddle and hang out?” I don’t want a boyfriend. I just really need to be held sometimes.